Another revival from the dead

hallo, wie gehts?

a pretty evening sky from my balcony

I know I abandoned this for so long. It's been 7 months since I wrote last.

I missed this.

I missed writing.

I missed sharing random reviews and snippets of my life.

I'm not the best at being consistent when I have to write something and that makes me sad, because writing is the only thing that truly calms me down. Other than music of course.

To be honest, 2022 hasn't been the way I hoped it would be. Like AT ALL.

To say I've struggled this year, is to say I'm sugar coating the truth.

I've has thousands of breakdowns and panic attacks. A point came where I did almost give up on myself.

I had pledged to myself that this year I would improve and work on myself. Actually can't complain because I'm putting so much effort to improve myself and I've been doing so much to help me stay afloat that I think I served myself a little too much than I could digest.

Honestly speaking, this year probably might be the worst of all I've had. Despite all of the silver linings.

I was forced to face things I didn't want to ever deal with.

I think the worst part was where I refused to ask for help or even show that I was struggling because believe me hiding takes so much energy.

I lost several friends this year and I have to admit it was for the best. I gained some people I never thought I'd be close with.

Again I wish I could dedicate myself to writing and updating this website as often as I'd like to do it but I can't promise anything.

I want to thank you for being loyal to me and being here despite such a long break.

I love you guys!

Signing off,

moonrelation